Entering a new stage of Direction 16/9/18
Today I went to St. Stephens’s church which isn’t too far
from me. There were some good songs to sing along to as well as some good, nice people to talk
to.
I still have a few doubts about myself and what’s happened
to me. I had to cry. Luckily there were two nice women who I had previously
said hello to and they sat down with me and prayed to God that I get better.
I feel it’s because I have sinned too much throughout my
life and I’m trying to make it better.I don’t want it to affect me anymore.
I still don’t know if I’m a Christian or a Catholic, but as
far as I am aware, the church I’ve been to is part of the church of England.
I made sure I had some food and drink before leaving as I now
have my appetite back.
I just have to wait and see what happens Tuesday when the care team come
over and ask about me.
However, my friends I have already told about going to church one day have also been supportive of my choice.
I still have a big to do list to do which is scheduled on my phone, but for the mean time some of it can wait, just until I get better and I have a full understanding of what might happen next.
For now I put my future in God's hands and pray to those who I love dearly and are close to me.
